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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

The letting out of suppressed emotion

Kindliness and love. Those also have their heroism.



Today I'm leaving Ridgeway road, last few days have been an emptying of rooms and packing of boxes. There is a sad kind of sound an empty room makes, yet there's also a fullness of possibility within the naked shell. I feel sick and can't eat breakfast, at the bus stop I just felt numb and awkward. Remaining silent for fear of not being believed. "I'll miss you immeasurably" sounds exaggerated, but it's true I have no device to measure my emotions, where to begin as a starting point. You say I'll miss you too-and I'm able to believe that is true. Maybe now I have a place to start.
TRUST.

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